March 30, 2009

2009.. Well.. so far so good.. some unexpected changes have come about this year.. some I wanted and some I didn't but all in all I think everything happens for a reason and I believe it's for the better...


I believe I am transitioning, like always, and I think I am growing up. You know, just having a better understanding of what it is I want in life though now I am a bit confused as to what path to take. There are just some many things I would like to do and I am not sure I will be able to accomplish them all but yet, I'll try, I have always been "multi-fasetica" if that even means anything.. but yeah I am like one of those big ol' wedding cakes.. many layers.. I guess I am multi-layered.. you never know what you're gonna get with me and though some people might find that annoying, most think it's intriguing and it even is for me, I don't know what to expect from myself, I often find myself surprised at the things I can do and well, it feels good. I know what my potential is and I try not to be cocky... for those who know me and have found me to lack some humility, I would like to apologize.. I don't mean to over impose myself.

There I go again.. talking, typing, about nothing in particular.. well I am just the kind of person that sometimes need to write things down.. I got some stories actually, but I do not feel like discussing this now.. maybe later on this week? Well.. I'll keep you posted..

New year.. long time no write

So.. here I am.. not exactly inspired or anything just wanted to jot some things down here..

anyways.... life is good so far.. I seem to be attracting a lot of guys lately.. I'm not sure that's good considering I want to be single.. though some of them do interest me I don't really want to get into a relationship..

No I am not afraid of commitment it's just that I am not ready to commit to anything or anyone at this moment... I just... yeah

I guess it's the same story..
not completely over that guy.. hahaha by now I figured I never will get over him completely and I have learned to live with that.... when time is right.. I will know it and I am sure God will let me know it's right