Busy busy busy bee

That seems to be the life here in L.A.

I get discouraged so much, and often wish I was home but I don't think that's where I'm supposed to be.. anyways a lot of things on my mind..

I got finals this week,.... well next week, though tomorrow I have a final paper due!! It's 7pm and I have not finished it, I started but I keep on getting distracted, so I decided to blog to get my thoughts going and maybe get into writing SOMETHING.

Anyways.. I just have to get through this week and then I will be absolutely done for like 3 months.. I can finally then focus on my bgirling and getting my moves done, my music and finally getting my channel up and running. There are just so many things I want to do and I just feel like I cannot do them just yet and for some reason I feel that being home is stopping me, the only reason being that I am so comfortable and I have a lot of time, and I get easily distracted.

Speaking of which.. I am supposed to go pick up my drums today!! but I guess I'll just do that on the weekend, that way it won't interfere with my final studying.

yay!!!

I'm off for now.. I better get to writing my research paper.

A new month..

It seems to me I post once every two to three months. I guess I've slowly become a "reserved" person, that is until someone comes up to me, sparks my interest and really gets me going, then it seems that I can't stop myself.

I think I shall stay positive. A lot of things have been preoccupying my mind lately and it seems I have to sort out a lot of my thoughts.

But, you know, I seem to be doing fine, getting ahead in life and trusting God with my decisions as well as putting those things I cannot control in his hands.

I believe that we should work in unison to promote God's love. I don't mean force it on anyone and I do believe that actions speak louder than words and so if my actions reflect my beliefs I think it's safe to assume that it might be contagious and someone may ask me why I am so happy and I shall answer that it's because of the joy the Lord gives me.

There are an infinity of things I can be thankful for, and that I am thankful for.

So for those of you out there having a hard time and trying to figure things out, all I gotta say is lay it in the hands of God. His timing might not be ours, but He knows what's best for us and in the end it all works out.

Anyways.. I gotta get back to the "real" world. Catch you later and "B Positive" lol