Talk about change in 2 weeks..

Try 3 weeks hahaha
So I haven't posted since november 25.. ok
Let me update you on that..
mmm I guess Something happened between November 21 and 27..
Can't exactly remember when it was.. but let me tell you.. my es really helped me..just by listening to me.. anyways... let's just say that I opened up my eyes and I realized that what I thought was true wasn't.. I was led astray and I was living a fantasy life... haha big surprise there right?
ha.. yeah righ
anyways... I lost someone I cared about.. and I don't mean they passed away.. I mean I lost them from my life... and surprisingly enough.. I am ok with that... Is that weird? Maybe .. but what can I say.. I have learned to let my feelings go easily and that is so fine with me...

Sometimes you fight with people, or you realize that they weren't who you thought they were and well.. you talk about it and try to come up with a mature decision and fortunately this was the case this time... Maturely... I guess that shows I am growing up.. how great...

Anyways... lately I have distanced myself from my friends some.. I dunno why and I didn't really mean to but it just kinda happened..

Hadn't written in a while either.. I forgot how good this makes me feel... and i do it pretty well too.. haha.. I mean just letting things out of my system... letting things out helps us.. whatever way I can... this is a really good way to do it...


I am for now.. trying to do better.... I am playing the drums a lot better now.. I mean I'm decent now haha.... with the Youth Group.. I am going .. trying to better myself... and with boys.. still trying to stay away from them though it doesn't seem to work too well hahaha
That's alright though..


Whatever comes... comes..