Two Places

Can your heart really be in two places at once?

“In love all the contradiction of existence merge themselves and are lost. Only in love are unity and duality not at variance. Love must be one and two at the same time. Only love is motion and rest in one. Our heart ever changes its place till it fin” -Rabindranath Tagore

Love must be one and two at the same time.
What does it all mean?

Is it true what they say that love never leaves you only changes? I believe it to be so... Especially when you have fallen in love hard-core.

Does anyone out there have any idea what it is like to have met that person you've always dreamed of; the person you have asked for in your prayers? But have met them with a downside.. that you met them too late??

I've been told I am that person.. the answered prayer that came too late.

It's hard being on either side especially if your feelings are strong but surprisingly enough being able to talk to that person, confess everything sigh one last time and be able to move on. To hope the despite everything that person finds happiness and see hope in a new person that brings love to you.

It's possible to change your feelings, to have to face something like this with maturity even if you're only 19.

I think I've handled it quite well.. I also think that time is nearing where I shall lose that person from my life forever. I've transcended my feelings, they're evolved but sometimes he wants to pull them back to what they were and that's not possible for me. I am through. I wish he would remain in my life, for he is special to me, not only because of the feelings he once evoked in me but also because he was someone who was willing to listen when I needed and gave me advice. He really was a friend to me. But I shall not be selfish.. Time will come.. soon I know it when we must part.. He will go back and embrace the decisions he made and I will embark on my new journey.

Remembering what was and was not, with a smile on my face because I came out a better person after having gone thought that.